ChaRLene’s Piece 慧听。芳言。

I was becoming an acoholic, i was tippling more and more cups of vino, indulge in the state of ecstasy and wake up comfortless the next morning. My body is getting weaker and though i always regret for getting myself weak, still, I enjoy the tipsy feeling I had the night before…

Thought was going back to normal life right after school reopen, but end up getting worst! I skip gym classes cause i was tired, I delayed my thesis and housework, I cant think critically, getting dumber and so on…

Today, I make up my mind, its time to get back to my routine. During the tutorial, my tutor asked the class a question: why u choose PR and do you regret choosing it? Most people answered that there is not much choice during that time. However, I never regret choosing PR or anything cause I feel happy for myself and people around me. I choose PR because I think this is challenging, I get to train myself to become more critical, confidence, discipline for my life (sounds weired to say like that)….

I hope I can be more discipline to myself, having my life undercontrol and make it more wonderful. Life is short, so work hard and play hard!

Una Noche

Andrea:
Despues de pensar
Despues de ver
A mi dolor andar
Sobre el agua del mar
Tibia claridad
que vi por mi calle pasar
sin saber que hacer
si sentir o pensar
solo que aun hoy
sigo aun, aun hoy
sigo atandome a ti

Alejandro & Andrea:
Aun hoy
Mi amor
te doy
mi cuerpo con alma
se esconde
del sol
de noche se escapa
aun hoy
te doy
mi cuerpo con alma
aun hoy
aun hay

Alejandro:
Que esconde la noche
Va a guardar
Entre nosotros dos
o sentir o pensar
Si me lleno de luz la noche
es porque yo vi nadar
delfines en tu voz
y sentir sin pensar
solo que
Aun hoy sigo aun
Aun hoy sigo amandote a ti

Alejandro & Andrea:
Aun hoy, mi amor
Aun hay
Dos cuerpos con alma
Se esconden del sol
De noche se escapan
De noche se dan
Dos cuerpos, dos almas
aun hoy
aun hay

Solo que aun hoy sigo aun
Aun hoy sigo amandote a ti
Amandote a ti
Aun hoy, mi amor
Aun hay
dos cuerpos con alma
se esconden del sol
De noche se escapan
De noche se dan
los cuerpos, las almas

Aun hoy aun hay
Aun hay…

Give me just one night

Give me just one night, just one night baby

A moment to be by your side

Give me just one night, just one night oh baby

I'll give you the time of your life

(Give you the time of your life)

Give me just one night

Give me just one night, una noche

A moment to be by your side

(A moment to be by your side)

Give me just one night, una noche, oh yeah

I'll give you the time of your life

Give me just one night, una noche

A moment to be by your side

(A moment to be by your side)

Give me just one night, una noche

I'll give you the time of your life

(Give you the time of your life)

The time of your life

Oh yeah

 The Corrs

Now here you go again, you say you want your freedom
Well who am I to keep you down
It’s only right that you should play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness

Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering
And what you had
And what you lost
And what you had
And what you lost

Yeah, thunder only happens when it’s raining
Players only love you when they’re playing
Yeah, men they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean you’ll know, you’ll know

Now here I go again, I see the crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
It’s only me who wants to wrap around your dreams and
Have you any dreams you’d like to sell

Dreams of loneliness…
Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillnes of remembering
And what you had
And what you lost
And what you had
And what you lost

Yeah, thunder only happens when it’s raining
Players only love you when they’re playing
Yeah, women they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean you’ll know, you’ll know

Yeah, thunder only happens when it’s raining
Players only love you when they’re playing
Yeah, men they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean you’ll know, you’ll know

Yeah, thunder only happens when it’s raining
Players only love you when they’re playing
Yeah, men they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean you’ll know, you’ll know

You will know, you will know, oh, you will know…

The Corrs

Back from *RUSH*, a place where people revel themselves in the extravagant and dissipation of techno music.  I can see teenagers who are younger than me, dress like a rainbow shaking their body and cheering when they feel wanna. I indulge myself in the group and dance with my friend till the Dj said "The night is OVER n BYE", this was my 1st and probably last….. On our way home, something pop out from a guy who observed the whole night without dancing as his way of enjoy is to drink, observe and laugh at people. He came out with a shocking statement: I dislike Malaysian Chinese girls as from my experience, I think they can’t make decision by themselves, they dunno wat they want, they wait for man to rear them, to treat them, I prefer foreign girls.

Frankly said, I feel uncomfortable while listening, I admit I do spent my boy friends money, but this is not the main purpose I hang out with them. Issit our girls have become so invaluable due to our characters or personality that scares men away??? From what I heard, majority of M’sian CHinese girls are just searching or waiting for someone to take care of them….. I was thinking, am I one of them??

Daddy always tells me that the best heritage he left to me is education and ability to live independent. And I assume that majority daddy taught their daughter and son the same way as Chinese culture emphasizes on hard work, persistent and determination. Issit our culture has changed or influenced by other cultures in a melting pot society. As far I concerned, there are a lots of Chinese independent ladies who have great job and life, they go for courses that stimulate their capability, they work hard for their bosses and get high paid, they plan for future, they are affordable for luxurious life, my insurance agent is a good example, she bought a double storey houses for her family and paid for her brother’s education and other expenses.

So, I’m here to claim, don’t stereotype Malaysian Chinese girls as dumb ass who just figure ways to excavate men’s’ wallet, there are thousands of crackerjack who are yet to be discovered and girls, do behave ourselves if we don’t wish to be thought like that……