Archive for January, 2007

Nothing to Lose??!!

Sunday, January 28th, 2007

Express your anger to Bastard, ask him to Fxxx Off!!

Get the offer and fly off, dont look back

Let go the responsibility, do what u want

Neglect all rules and regulations, be self-partial & impulsive

Let go someone that cares and loves you tenderly, treats him/her like shit!

Pratice laisser fair, being "wallowicious" and indulgence

Dont work, spare your time with shopping, movie’~ing, chattin, gossipin…. do stuff merely for entertaining

Living without meditating, bumping without any guiding

Eat without digesting, drink without excreting

Ostracize neutralization, get involve in politics & gossips

Crticize and comment always, introspective? Nop at all.

Why? Coz we have nothing to lose!

I am who I am—by Michael Wong.

NEVERTHELESS,

Nuts Life leads to unfavorable ending

Think thoughfully before implementing as actually there are dozen to lose.

The Ultimate Decision lies upon Deliberate thoughts!

Friday, January 19th, 2007
2007 / 01 / 19 *BLUE*
心情指數: 星情壞壞
心  情: 平時喜歡嘗鮮的你,今天卻只想窩在家裡。(100% true, Whole day SLEEPing… how tiring I am!!)
愛  情: 和親密愛人聊些未來的的生活藍圖,勾勒美好遠景。( Dont Have, so I kept callin frens to chat today!)
財  運: 逛逛家具行,佈置一個溫馨的小窩 (YA, I hope someone drive me to IKEA)
工  作:

工作陷入混沌不明的狀態,進度停滯不前。(I quit the job I thought I am suitable of, actually Im not!)

I quit a JOB that  last 4 days. I dunno what I am now & who I am…. I like to talk and communicate but doesnt mean I like selling products via phone. It makes me frustrating after calling for 7 hours non-stop…. I wanna b a career woman but seems like I am not willing to commit myself to anything or anyone. Too Free goer makes me felt I’m useless and irresponsible. Mayb I am one of the strawberry generation who cant tahan long. But how to continue doin something u are anti- of??!! I hav the symptons of unwilling to go for work on my 2nd day. Decision of the day—–> We reap what we sow!!! Time to grab some seeds, I wana sow something which is unique and irreplaceable!!!

My First Day

Monday, January 15th, 2007

Woke up VERY Reluctantly from my bed, I had a wrong impression like I’m back to my internship period-2005 in Berjaya Times Square Aquarium: 3 Little Ge-poh Swimming like a Nemo. Where I had to dress up formerly for work!!!

Everything was fine, but I miss my holiday on my first day on job training. How am I gonna tolerate the REST OF MY WORKING LIFE???!! I am totally not envy of Office Lady life in this moment!!!

BUT, this is life…take it OR leave it, nobody gonna scold u or what as tis is your choice. I used to think that I am a working mania, seems like I’m not actually..

Sigh… to interest or to money… im in a seriously dilemma right now. Another new day for the lackadaisical new apprentice C.

My words are like the skies, Grey…

~天屎说教时间~ 第一章。

Monday, January 15th, 2007

向大家介绍一本我认为很好的励志经典–最伟大的力量 The Greatest Power,J.马丁.科尔著。最近事事顺利又不顺利让我心情犹如海浪般起伏很大。于是乎看了这本书—〉找到那最伟大的力量

每个人都有一种伟大且震撼的力量,而且选择的权利一直掌握在我们的手中。想想看,当火灾发生时,一个瘦弱的人为了抢救辛苦买回来的东西可以举起比他重几十斤的东西从楼上搬到楼下。。。这种潜在的力量是何等的强大,可想而知。

只是,我们常常没有好好珍惜我们选择的力量而在失去机会后叹气,后悔。一生中,也许我们会遇到接踵而来的考验和挑战而感到生命是如此残酷,无情,甚至觉得人生艰辛,上帝不眷顾我这路人甲。倘若一直靠这种想法生存下去,人生何来意义?? 当我们认命于挫折和失败后,我们就不假思索的错过了偶然光顾的机会,即使已触摸到伟大选择的力量也会丢弃。

选择的力量紧跟随着我们来到这世上,我们可以选择争取,也可以选择放弃;选择努力或选择玩乐;我们的生活少不了选择。这选择的力量关系我们的一生。不要滥用选择的力量,不要再暴饮暴食得病之后怪天不给你一个美妙的身材,因为是我们自己选择这种不良习惯。如果我们选择临时抱佛脚而考试不顺;或选择当一个彻底的小人而让人讨厌;或选择在生活里虚度光阴而一事无成,应该怪谁呢??想想,我们其实是错误决定的人,应该自己承担,不是怪人。

因此,希望大家好好善用选择的力量,为自己选择一条不后悔的道路。 下回继续。。。。

Necessity is the mother of Invention

Thursday, January 11th, 2007

Past few weeks, I was in a sad pickle where I kept rejected by the position-(PR) I applied for, mainly because I am too FRESH!!

"You just graduated?! WOW! So young and FRESH! And Your Expected Salary…. well, we will probably call you again…this way please…"

I remembered last year right before I graduated, one of my tutor A.J said in the class, "you guys are goin graduate soon right?? What do you guys planning to work as? PR or anything? There is a market value for PR, approximately 1800-2000, not less than 1500. Some of your seniors even get 2000++. If any company pay u less than 1500, consider 3 times… don’t spoil the market value…as u know…Try more interviews…."  ~AlL NUTs~

Degree holders are everywhere— plus PR is not a specialize course, degree holders in marketing, advertising, business, english, finance, law…. whoever are experienced and excellent in english, they can be part of the applicant if they want to. UNLESS, you have the network, else … even the JOB published in jobstreet or the STAR, all positions in PR require at least 2-6 years experiences in RELATED field.

"IT IS USELESS TO CRY OVER SPILLED MILK, GET OVER IT BABE!!" ~MICHAEL NG

Yaya…~Necessity is the mother of Invention~ If we encounter any problems, we will figure out a way, that is why we human exists, and that is the main different between human and animals.

So.. I recap the interviews I failed and rectified the mistakes I made, also, I made some alterations in my resume, referred from *Lewis*, and I WAIT!!! Guess wat?!! this week I got a numbers of calls and offers. Haha! All good things come to those who wait… my patience finally get invitations…

Thankss for the friends who mentally support me, thanks to those who guide, offer or introduce me & my parents who always on my side…. I’m still jobless now, but I assure I will get a job soon. If not, probably I will be selling BAKGUA (charqui) at BEE CHENG HIANG that locate at Petaling Street…

Wee wish

Friday, January 5th, 2007

Dear lord,

I am not your devotee, I am just a plain folk

I am now somewhere yet I belong to nowhere

I am lost so I am searching for my way

Refer, write, apply, sent, search, interview, answer, ask, wait, disappointment, repeat…. I am tired of answering to the lame interview questions.

I insisted to leave and I try to albeit I am out of luck.

No pressure makes a man sloth. Too much pressure makes a man distraught. Thats why I am looking for an equilibrium.

Never believe in fate, I believe determination brings fructification.

The night is on, I am off for a new tract.If I ever fall again, no worries, I will dab off the dust and continue my journey.

Amen.