People always says, if there is a door towards warm, who would want to go into furnace?
In fact, there are numerous doors that lead us to the bright side as well as many doors that tempt us to the dark side; somehow, the nature side of us tend to choose an easier and shorter path, where sometimes, it generally become narrow. Eventually, we incline towards the dark side… and we excuse ourselves as unintentionally or by compulsion.
There is a girl who choose the later path and has been a paid secret lover for period of time, lately an intruder to a family. This has as well lead me to realize that there are no specific criterias on getting that kind of job as every single lady can actually be taken if they personally willing to take it. Even a common-down-to-earth aunty-look lady are never an exceptional of becoming potential secret lover. Rich men taste are always variable.
Even worst is that she is being proud of herself especially when I nagged to her that I’m in financial trouble, knowing that, she still brought me into consumption as part of the gathering plan she made in 2D1N. I was sad seeing my exhausted wallet dripping tears of blood…and I didn’t even stand station on her side to say NO! to my friend.
After the whole day of questioning and answering / as well as boasting and chicanery (An intruder is actually heroine of man who has been endured n suffered years under wife’s torture) It comes to me that - Everybody gets excuses on every single mistakes they made / to worst they rectify an error/mistake to become a truth / a nature thing/ phenomena. Men give excuse that they go unhealthy massage or special services because they are tension; women give excuse of cheating because they are lonely and needy…
An excuse can facilitate one to get away from accountability, or being sentenced to trial; an excuse let a person live longer life without guilt; an excuse gets others to bear or share one’s sin; an excuse is too easy to make that it has become a daily life habit.
Keep going with excuses life, as they will get you reminisce one day and realized that excuse has made you a loser king/queen singing Jojo’s too little too late!
