So near yet so Far
COuntdown towards 2008 is especially lonely, when seeing someone whom u have crush with is holding other;s hands. While u can see smtg beneath his eyes, u r doubt if he really feels d chemistry in between us or its jst own fantasies.
Its been long time since someone hav that strong feelin towards u. U have become my addiction & there is no way i would deny d moment when i first look into ur eyes…’
And its all bcos of u… Ne yo, depicts wat;s in my mind… ur instead d sweetest drug tat make me wallow till d next 24 hours.
Used to ask ppl around me to go ahead on someone whom they r interested with as fate will walk by once a while, and if u don grab d opportunity, u lose it 4ever. Hoever, im a coward who never bother to take d first damm step n alwys sittin at corner self=pitying. Wher is my cupid? Has he flown to co-op?
Hate myself for never gettin ur no. but jst let d flow goes… worst senario, don even know ur name, so, time to bed. I will wake up on Tuesday morning.
December 31st, 2007 at 11:50 am
It’s always tough falling in love with someone who does not love you in return.
Hang in there. You may not stop loving him. But you will stop being in-love with him eventually.
Do other things, see other people. Find close friends for support. Always leave room in your heart to love yourself.